30 YEAR OLD MOTHER OF FOUR SUFFERING WITH SARCOIDOSIS AND LUPUS

I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. IM 30YRS OLD. I HAVE 4 KIDS AND IM SUFFERING WITH A DISEASE CALLED SARCOIDOSIS/LUPUS. IT HAS ME FEELING VERY WEAK ALL THE TIME AND DEPRESSED. I HAVE NO INSURANCE. I FEEL LIKE IM AT A WORST PARTIN MY LIFE, BUT IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR ALL THIS. ALL THIS, MEANS MY DISEASE, HAVING A SON,AT 13, RAISING 4 KIDS ON MY OWN FROM DAY ONE. MY MOMS JUST WENT TO PRISON LAST WEEKAND SHE WAS MY EVERYTHING. I ALSO AM DEALING WITH MY 2 BROTHERS BEING IN JAIL. I HAVE VERY CLOSE FAMILY. WE SHOW ARE LOVE. MY KIDS ARE MY LIFE. SINCE I'VE BEEN SICK MY ENERGY HAS ALL DISAPPEARED. I MISS WORKING AT THE HOSPITAL AND BEING ENERGETIC. I HAVE NOT BEEN A GOOD MOM LATELY. ALL ME AND MY KIDS DO IS TRY TO MAKE IT EVREYDAY.I ALSO WAS IN A TEN YEAR RELATIONSHIP AND IT ENDED CAUSE HE IS INSECURE ABOUT HIS DISEASE. HE HAS PROSTATE CANCER AND HE WAS ALSO ME AND MY KIDS ONLY INCOME SOURCE. I LOVE HIM DEARLY AND WILL MISS. HE WAS MY KIDS ONLY REAL FATHER. NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO OR HOW TO FOR THAT MUCH. IM ON SECTION 8 HOUSING AND MY SECTION 8 WORKER SAID SINCE IM BEHIND IN RENT AND OTHER BILLS IF I DONT FIX IT 30 DAYS I WILL GET KICKED OFF THE PROGRAM. SO PLEASE IF THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT THIS WEBSITE PLEASE DONATE WILFLOWERS AND HER KIDS. PRAYERS ARE GREATLY WELCOME!